my whole world just fell apart.

stayed at joeys last night, for the second time since we broke up weeks ago. his mum didn’t give me a dirty look this time - probabaly because she didn’t even know i was there until joey started dishing up 2 plates of food. decided to tell joey it wasn’t a good idea that he went to work because it was my day off so we stayed in bed till 11.30 having cwtches. bliss. we then hit the shops and went food shopping and for lunch, then back for more cuddles and kisses.
he makes me really really happy, but theres something stopping me from being beyond happy maybe its because i don’t take my tablets anymore. i dont know.

theres something worrying me stupid amounts, and it shouldn’t but it is. its actually worrying me a lot as the days go by. time will tell i guess.

today i got a message and it made me smile so much, a message i shouldn’t have got.

im over working all the time and having no money, it makes me angry and upset. gr. anyway better get to sleep seeing that i have work at 6am. yay.

still as hot as ever.

i guess things are pretty much back to normal, well, as normal as there going to get right now.
iv been applying for stupid amounts of jobs, lets just hope one of them wants to employ me.

nomnomnom.

zac efron.

in my bed.

right now.

i hate my life. again.

(via j-ad0re)

valentines day - i went to see the movie. i cried. i never thought a movie would affect me so much. im really upset right now.