February 2010
21 posts
my whole world just fell apart.
stayed at joeys last night, for the second time since we broke up weeks ago. his mum didn’t give me a dirty look this time - probabaly because she didn’t even know i was there until joey started dishing up 2 plates of food. decided to tell joey it wasn’t a good idea that he went to work because it was my day off so we stayed in bed till 11.30 having cwtches. bliss. we then hit...
you have no idea.
i guess things are pretty much back to normal, well, as normal as there going to get right now. iv been applying for stupid amounts of jobs, lets just hope one of them wants to employ me.
nomnomnom.
i want to come home.
lb: do you know what
ah: what
lb: sometimes i miss your little welsh face
i hate my life. again.
valentines day - i went to see the movie. i cried. i never thought a movie would affect me so much. im really upset right now.
come here rude boy, boy can you get it up
okay i admit im totally in love with this song. erk, whats happened to me??
"im so gay
but i listened to a song the other day and thought of you so i’m sending you the lyrics… “Saw a recent picture of you, it brought tears to my eyes when I realized that it’s been so long, too long since I saw you last And I felt the distance cut like a blade through my wirst, you looked different somehow Older perhaps Different somehow I used to think we’d never be too...
i hate being in love.
i dont think
i can do this again.
so..
i haven’t blogged in a while, and i keep saying i will, but things become too important or something happens. today i felt the need to blog, i dunno because just like old times i have no one to talk to about this anymore. home is hard, i dont want to be here anymore. i didn’t realise that having a sick mother would make my whole life stop. i work 7 days a week and pay $400 every 2...
“literally there was a spliff that had burnt through my timetable and what could only be described as JIZZ was dripping off it”
i love her.
January 2010
9 posts
no matter how lonely or shit i feel im not letting this get to me. think of me whilst im at bdo later, yeahhhhh.
im back.
yeah so been to busy wrapped up in that little relationship of mine, turns out i didn’t really know him at all. a lot of things have happened the past few weeks, life-changing things. i’ll blog properly later, but for now. pay day = shoppppppppppppping.
first time im gunna be crying myself to sleep in a while.
i fancy justin from wizards of waverly place.
its not about getting up at 5.30 to go to work.
just finished work and im now having a pedicure. One problem, i forgot i hate having my feet touched, and i think the nail woman hates me as shes trying to remove the black nail polish from my toes she doesnt look impressed.
im so scared.
December 2009
30 posts
an australian christmas.
it was strange. not waking up in my house with my family - i hated it. but on the plus side my mum must have felt sorry for me and doubled the amount of present i had! i’ll upload some pictures of my favourite presents from my phone after i’ve posted this. but a round up of what i had… 2 pairs of heels, 3 pairs of sandals, 1 pair of thongs, 5 pairs of shorts, 1 amazing dress,...
i cant believe its christmas eve. i’m off to work in 2 hours in the stupid 40 degree heat. i’d do anything to have a white christmas.
my boy has never seen snow and doesn’t know what a cwtch is.
i think hes an alien.
its christmas?
in 3 days. your kidding me. i should be sat by the fire eating stew, or out in the snow in my fur coat and mittens. yet i’m sat in australia in 40 degree heat with no family. shoot me. this is not christmas.
i’m sorry for being so shit at blogging recently, actually, i’ve been disgraceful. its probably been one of the hardest weeks for me. after the last few months i’ve had the last thing i wanted was to be left alone - on christmas but thats whats happened. the family have jetted off to singapore whilst im left here slaving away working everyday. its hard. very hard. at least i have...
FML.
i just wrote the biggest blog ever and it disappeared. ffssssssssss.
a lesbian, a gay guy and me and black sambucca. thats what my night consisted of. details tomorrow.
i wore my necklace today.