February 2010
21 posts
my whole world just fell apart.
stayed at joeys last night, for the second time since we broke up weeks ago. his mum didn’t give me a dirty look this time - probabaly because she didn’t even know i was there until joey started dishing up 2 plates of food. decided to tell joey it wasn’t a good idea that he went to work because it was my day off so we stayed in bed till 11.30 having cwtches. bliss. we then hit...
you have no idea.
i guess things are pretty much back to normal, well, as normal as there going to get right now. iv been applying for stupid amounts of jobs, lets just hope one of them wants to employ me.
nomnomnom.
i want to come home.
lb: do you know what
ah: what
lb: sometimes i miss your little welsh face
i hate my life. again.
valentines day - i went to see the movie. i cried. i never thought a movie would affect me so much. im really upset right now.
come here rude boy, boy can you get it up
okay i admit im totally in love with this song. erk, whats happened to me??
"im so gay
but i listened to a song the other day and thought of you so i’m sending you the lyrics… “Saw a recent picture of you, it brought tears to my eyes when I realized that it’s been so long, too long since I saw you last And I felt the distance cut like a blade through my wirst, you looked different somehow Older perhaps Different somehow I used to think we’d never be too...
i hate being in love.
i dont think
i can do this again.
so..
i haven’t blogged in a while, and i keep saying i will, but things become too important or something happens. today i felt the need to blog, i dunno because just like old times i have no one to talk to about this anymore. home is hard, i dont want to be here anymore. i didn’t realise that having a sick mother would make my whole life stop. i work 7 days a week and pay $400 every 2...
“literally there was a spliff that had burnt through my timetable and what could only be described as JIZZ was dripping off it”
i love her.