i haven’t blogged in a while, and i keep saying i will, but things become too important or something happens. today i felt the need to blog, i dunno because just like old times i have no one to talk to about this anymore. home is hard, i dont want to be here anymore. i didn’t realise that having a sick mother would make my whole life stop. i work 7 days a week and pay $400 every 2 weeks.. for what? to come home to wash the dishes or vacum the house, not get dinner made for me, and get told im not part of the family. its great. i have really important things on my mind right now, and i dont need to come home to this.